Dear blog,
It seems quite long time i've kept u aside. Here, I'm come back to share with u things happened during the MIA days. huuu.. i'm not feeling well today. I got FeVeR~ from yesterday, and become worst today.. huuu... pity me.. T_T
My working lives, ermmm... it's just so sick to have suck people around.. everybody is just trying to safe their ass. and me?? I'm just being me, with no great deal business, completing things that i should and being just so-called "living in my own world.." hmmm... but even so, people always like to drag me in their lives problems... wth... @_@
My further study... I'm so stress about it... I'm working hard now searching for universities that suites the needs, mine, n the uni. huh.. why i've so many needs to be attained?? >.<
btw, those are not the matter that makes me peeping you here.. It's about someone that has been staying in my heart for years and he has gone forever for someone better. He's not meant for me... yess... now i know... I am soooo sad to say this to my self... but, that's how it has to be once He said to be happened so.... It's hard to fall in love and it's harder to let it go...... I just cant describe how sad I am now... but I know there's always a better plan for me, insyaAllah... For his wedding day today, I would like to make a wish, hoping that he'll be living happily ever after with the loved ones .....................
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